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"Verse 1:
Trying so hard to cover the part of myself that’s yelling for help wanting more out of these worldly desires, stereotype, fire, burning me dry feeling like I’m trapped, stored away the wrong version of me on display
Pre Chorus:
I want the real me the one that’s not conformed to everyone’s lies
Do I really want this war? battling with inner demons, Do I really want this path? all these emotions feeling trapped
Chorus:
Man, I’m trying so hard man man trying so hard man I’m trying so hard to not go back to the start man I’m trying so hard man I’m trying so hard man I’m trying so hard to not go back to the start
Verse 2:
You know I ain’t crazy I ain’t really thinking about things that you wouldn’t understand Oh, you think about it Just think about it do you realize? Do you feel that? Energy energy feeling this energy energy I need that feeling god, I need your healing tonight
Pre Chorus:
I want the real me the one that’s not conformed to everyone’s lies
Do I really want this war?battling with inner demons, Do I really want this path? all these emotions feeling trapped
Chorus:
Man, I’m trying so hard man I’m trying so hard man I’m trying so hard to not go back to the start man I’m trying so hard man I’m trying so hard man I’m trying so hard to not go back to the start
Man, I’m trying so hard man I’m trying so hard man I’m trying so hard to not go back to the start man I’m trying so hard man I’m trying so hard man I’m trying so hard to not go back to the start
Man, I’m trying so hard man man trying so hard man I’m trying so hard to not go back to the start
Post Chorus: Mommy do we have enough for gifts this year?
Chorus: Man, I’m trying so hard man I’m trying so hard man I’m trying so hard to not go back to the start man I’m trying so hard man I’m trying so hard man I’m trying so hard to not go back to the start
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"I'm the worst kind of problem
And I'm sure you all got 'em
It's the one you can't fix
And the worst kind of problem
Is the one you know about, yeah
But you just can't seem to wrap your head around it
And the worst kind of problem
Is the one we all share
It's the one that we all know about
And the worst kind of problem
Is the one you can't bear to look at
I never ever stop
I'm the worst kind of problem
Pop my cap off at the top
Then I sink to the bottom
Left her there like I'm Buffalo
Lecter state, I'm bluffing though
Letters written by the ones you love the most
They say ""We know you lost your way""
But I know I'm with the pros
Accolades, they make me feel so great
Then I strip them all away
Feel so disgusted, I'm way out of shape
With a new ton of worries that way on my brain
So don't treat me so kindly
Just leave, I'm okay
Fruits are rotten, endless falling
Worst of problems, you came along with me
Better fly up to be a better person's company
Just don't leave
Hold on, I didn't mean it, don't you leave
Don't you leave me blasting ivy
I need you here beside me
Poseidon couldn't see
All of the tears running down your cheek
But I know what you're hiding
I know I'm poison, it'll pass, but hey
Isn't it cute we're both hurting this bad?
You say you're packing your bags
Guess I'm the worst kind of problem
And the worst kind of problem
Is the one we all share
It's the one that we all know about
And the worst kind of problem
Is the one that we can't bear to look at
You can't fix
For me it's 'cause I talk too much
But for you it might be your attitude
And I just can't seem
To fall out of love with you"
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RatKing - Van Life
02:42
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"I'm locked up
I'm home stuck
Put it in my head
I'm locked up
I messed up
Going on this trip
What do we do tomorrow
What do we see that I haven't seen
Put it in my head
What do we do tomorrow
How do we show what can't be known
I miss you in my bed
What do we do tomorrow
How do we pass the great unknown
Take me by the hand
What do we do tomorrow
Trekking across this open land
And I do it in my van
What do we do tomorrow
What do we do that we haven't done
Ride against the sun
I miss my old ex girlfriend
And my boyfriend I think he knows
I can see it in his eyes
And I do not know
What I've done, or what I have to do
And I just want to go home
And stop living in this van"
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This track was inspired by and samples from Toyland by Victor Herbert.
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Io Moore - Glue
03:54
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Liam Worf - Loquacious
02:24
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Mental Cage - Dream Girl
02:51
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"I haven't had the best experience with love, but i want to move on from what happened. That stuff is in the past and the future is coming and it's healthier to move on.
Christmas is coming soon and thats will be something to celebrate and I think I will have some fun and celebrate the traditions we have. That way i can move on.
Now that christmas time i here I feel so much better, It really is the best time of year.
Christmas time is here and I got a, not a PS4 but I got a PS5.
Im playing with my PS5 to help me forget what happened in the past and to move on, now im just focusing on gaming. I am feeling so much better."
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CATA Classics Monroe, North Carolina
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